WTF?

What am I doing? I have been failing to meet the intended purpose of this blog! It's supposed to be a phantasmagoria of random musings from the life and mind of some arbitrary cynic, but it's pretty much been just the "cynic" part.

College has changed me. I have been getting progressivly more serious. Oh how I pine for the times when the most ridiculous of words would come out of my mouth. Things like "I'm going to be so pissed that my neck veins will shoot out and cut off everyone's faces!". Now it's just a whole lot of nothing.

My life is no longer interesting because my day consists of waking up, going to class, and sitting, staring at a blank screen hoping and wishing someone will call. I haven't even seen Lyse and Amanda is almost a week, which is insane seeing how we all used to be inseparable.

My mind is way to disjointed to come up with something good also. I've been extremely confused recently. It's been like a 4 way argument going on in my head for days. There is way too much noise up there and it's driving me insane. I just want my brain to shut the fuck up so I can go back to being happy.

Right now I got a bad cold so I'm feeling even worse. The store wouldn't even let me buy both Dayquil and Niquil at the same time. "Your just trying to get high!" and I'm like "No, can't you hear the conjestion?!" So I just got Niquil and I cannot wait to just pass out.

Well... peace. I'm out. Hopefully I'll be back with some random musings...